its that time again..

this blog is in dire need of substance to make it somewhat alive~
anyways, for now, no updates basically due to the fact that im simply uninspired to post anything , that and also the inescapapable fact that i have extremely limited internet connection in my room, or to put in a better term, my compartment.
Yes, one room, 4 compartments and only one has decent wifi.
Screw you campus connections.
As for life, its been slightly more than a month since I entered my undergraduate program as Bachelor of Applied Arts aka AAD. Its been really fun, somewhat stressful, and bursting with new experience and memories.
So far , no nights are spent sleepless, Alhamdulillah.
Although that is not entirely considered a good thing, because while I may be getting sufficient shut eye.. Im not doing as well as I hoped in my studies, I know sleep or not, I should be able to push myself much further. 20 should bring at least some significance in the terms of my discipline and priorities ; keyword 'should'
instead I find myself in the same pattern ;
Knowing that something's bad for me yet succumbing to it anyway.
I should care more. I should try harder. I should stop having Gossip Girl marathons while theres assignments to do. I should I should I should.
HAIHHH.
For now, I'll just take comfort in the fact that there are many others sharing this phase , or at least, I think there is.
till then~

 zài jiàn!!

see you again soon~

Today's my last day at home..
resuming my role as a student starting tomorrow,
i don't know why, but everything i do, it feels empty, dull, and there's something tugging at my heart,
the little voice that's whispering ' not yet, just a little bit longer.. i don't wanna go.. '
seriously, its been over half a year spent at home, surrounded by my family each day, and to just suddenly be separated from all this, i just couldn't brace myself with reality..
however, i know there's another family, away from home, people who i rely on when i need that shoulder to lean on, to gossip, to cry with, my friends..
away from one family off to another..
I hope this will be a good start..
I'll miss everyone so much..

inching closer to goodbye..

without even realising, Ramadhan's coming to a close, and Syawal is around the corner..
and its already been more than half a year since I've been home,
going back to my hometown in a few minutes~
still wondering how im gonna adapt to the busy campus life in just slightly more than a week from now, and how much I'll miss my family, my home..
wishing all of you lovely people Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)
have a great Syawal, and drive safe!

irony.

Nothing to do, boredom bordering on insanity,
0 watchable shows on TV, Internet akin to a abandoned desert..

and then,

So much stuff to do, jumbling things all over the place,
my favourite show's having a marathon and theres tons of amazing things on Tumblr, Youtube etc etc.

Wae.
(✖╭╮✖)

new theme. at long last..~

a new 'half-assed' theme , but new nonetheless.
feauturing my current addiction
TIN TAPP.
aka Teen Top.