Feb 10, 2009

.ice queen.

Just got an unfortunate news that one of my close friends was admitted into the hospital.
She's been sick for quite a long period by now.
And now her condition has worsened.
I know these facts.
My close friend is really sick.
Yet,I just cant seem to feel awfully sad or even shed a drop of tear.
Does this mean Im cold-hearted ?
I want to cry,knowing the fact that my friend is suffering.
But I simply cant.Instead all I can do is post this.
How selfish can I be??
Weep damn it!
And when I do think about it.What will my friend benefit from me acting super sad and miserable.
Will that heal her? NO!
But still. I feel like a selfish b*tch!

There,I said it.
Arghh!!!!

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