Dec 26, 2010

moar art 4 jOOO.

trying out blends for now,still experimenting~
enjoyyy 


(this one was done today)

vintage sunshine .wall. by ~S-P-Liana on deviantART

(last week?)

good luck to you .wall. by ~S-P-Liana on deviantART

Like Crazy .wall. by ~S-P-Liana on deviantART

thanks for stopping by lovelies~

Dec 19, 2010

It's Jokers Day .this is a graphic post :).

all of these done for the three preceding days till today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG JUNHYUNG <3



Dec 11, 2010

YA! YA! YA!




this song is seriously stuck in my head,
addictive beat, super cute concept and the fact that the MV stars No Min Woo doesnt hurt either.
made of pure win, T-ara's new single YaYaYa

Dec 10, 2010

on a Saturday night.

bringing you your not so daily dose of my not that much different life~
from a friend's house where im currently crashing for the weekend,
usually i wont be bothered,heck im wont even dare to intrude on someone's house for no reason,
but still, seeing as all my roomates are gone for the weekend, i am left with no choice,
spending the weeekend all alone cooped up in my room isnt what i had in mind,nooooo way.
loneliness is the thing i hate the most,right next to being falsely accused *random*.
anyway, this week has been quite fruitful in my creative department,
which totally boosts my mood on any given day~
sooooooooooooooo,
onwards to zeee artt festt~


jumping jumping jumping out!~ 
KARA's new single is seriously addictive,and the outfits are gorgeous.
its a shame that they have to more conservative on Korean broadcasts 
the outfits from the MV are the best!

just had to do this one because Gain's Elle photoshoot is soooo colourful, it practically seduced me to do it.
originally done for my Flavours.Me page, and decided to make wallpaper out of it~

oh the pinknesssss. but i love it still, allllmost as much as i love Nicole here :) 



WOODONG AH~ made a wall out of thise cutie pie, done for a friend. here you go Mrs.Jang ~


well thats it for now,later!!

Dec 7, 2010

to all my dearest pals :D

ok just go ahead and sue me, i didnt really have anything to post,
this is just me trying to keep this old blog somewhat alive,
its just that there's really nothing to blog about these days *hah!*
yeah right,that was a lame excuse..
a blog doesnt really require awesome mind boggling daily posts do they? its just a blog, a platform to dish out all that you wanted to share with the world.
so why in the hell do i find it so hard to post? hurmm. idk.
*ranting stops here*
i know, there's something thats been bugging me lately, and its pretty much me at fault too.
i sort of miss my old friends, whom i dont really keep in contact much, save for a comment or two on FB.
i want to be the friend who's always there, just like in those sweet movies and dramas, BFFs foreverrrr and stuff.
cant help but think about what im gonna end up like when im old,
i constantly make new friends, and as i do, i drift apart from the old ones,
same cycle, again and again.. damn it im such a lousy friend arent i?
and to actually blog about something this trivial seems so petty.
oh well, thats just how i roll people.
and to all my lovely friends, if you're reading this.
sorry i haven't texted or called that much, but please know in your heart that i cherish all of you oh so so much <3

to all my dearest pals :D

ok just go ahead and sue me, i didnt really have anything to post,
this is just me trying to keep this old blog somewhat alive,
its just that there's really nothing to blog about these days *hah!*
yeah right,that was a lame excuse..
a blog doesnt really require awesome mind boggling daily posts do they? its just a blog, a platform to dish out all that you wanted to share with the world.
so why in the hell do i find it so hard to post? hurmm. idk.
*ranting stops here*
i know, there's something thats been bugging me lately, and its pretty much me at fault too.
i sort of miss my old friends, whom i dont really keep in contact much, save for a comment or two on FB.
i want to be the friend who's always there, just like in those sweet movies and dramas, BFFs foreverrrr and stuff.
cant help but think about what im gonna end up like when im old,
i constantly make new friends, and as i do, i drift apart from the old ones,
same cycle, again and again.. damn it im such a lousy friend arent i?
and to actually blog about something this trivial seems so petty.
oh well, thats just how i roll people.
and to all my lovely friends, if you're reading this.
sorry i haven't texted or called that much, but please know in your heart that i cherish all of you oh so so much

Nov 20, 2010

SO FLYYYY~




kpop fan or not.
this is just too awesome not to post

JUST LIKE YONG JUNHYUNG YO'. 

Nov 14, 2010

splash~

its raining so heavily right now,
and just this afternoon i felt like walking around in an oven while getting food at the bazaar.
suddenly felt just a tad bit nostalgic about those days when we used to run in the rain and come home soaking wet, and yet with the most silly grin on our faces from the all the fun~
YAY MANDI HUJANN!!




 gahhh feels old right now lol.~

Nov 13, 2010

DUMM DUSHH PANGG KWAK!

uhm, just in case you're wondering what the insane comic book sound effects title refers to,

its the amount of workload ive been receiving as of late..

and i now am the proud sufferer of the stupid thing called fatigue, its is not fun people.

im not a fan of late nights and sleeping through the day and dozing off whenever..

gotta get myself together as this IS how its gonna be for the next who knows how many millenium.

the last assignment was pretty fun though,

cause i didnt involve any measuring or straight lines. HAHA

i could've done better on the potrait sketch task, but as it's my first i'll let myself go just this once.

hoho

ive never been good at them, but once i got through that it wasnt as bad as i thought it to be,

gonna need heaps of practice though, i mean,

how fun would it be to draw your friends and idols right?

thatd be so rad~

i love seeing the funny caricatures that comic artists always draw, and to be able to do that is a skill that i really look forward to achieve

lets all hope that i preservere long enough to actually get there.

and oh yeah,the hols are coming! oh yeah baby!

cant wait to see my family again~
so bring on those assignments!

Nov 4, 2010

just 5 more randomness~

thank you DILA syg for this award . LOL
frankly i think its just a another way of tagging people right? keke~
but
since its been a while, gonna have a go anyway,
5 things that you dont know (and most probably wont bother to. HAHA) about lil' old me~
  1. im a really light sleeper, the lightest squeak wakes me right up. which is hella annoying.
  2. ive been in 1st grade 2 times, when i was 6 and 7yrs old.
  3. i love browsing through recipes though i dont cook that much.
  4. i dont really sleep on evenings cause then im gonna stay up for too long.
  5. i <3 tempeh A LOT.
that is all kthxbyenow :D

Oct 31, 2010

struggling so so bad.

today marks exactly one week since the new (and final) semester started,
and unfortunately classes havent been all that appealing nor fun.
but of course, i havent heard classes that are meant to be fun,
this time round i only have two subjects in total,
8hrs of Graphic Communication 2 and 6 of Enviromental Design.
and BOTH are seriously messing with my head. argh!


GC's first task seem simple enough, drafting lines using pen. which is exactly where the nightmare began. i've been messing up so much ; went slightly over the line here, stroked where it was meant to be spotless,etc etc
and re-doing them again and again. and now im too scared to ruin my precious drawing i've stopped altogether. but im still going to have to finish them as they're due soon.

and ED,well what can I say about this one, the first lessons are on the elements and principles of design, a veeeeeeery brief lecture and then we're left to explore the campus by ourselves and TRY to identify the elements present in the buildings and structures.
and right now, other than balance and symmetry, pretty much nothing else makes sense to me,
only now do i realise that i cant really survive without a book to stick by.
and in 2 weeks we are supposed to come up with a design on an A2 that practices all that we've been "taught" * pfft and explain it thoroughly to our studio master.
every line must have a reason _Std Master
and oh yeah, also included is a writing assignment, 300 words explaining our completed design. FUN. last time i wrote that long was for SPM.

im doomed fo' sho'.

i hope the silver lining to this makes its appearance soon or im gonna lose it..

Oct 13, 2010

Lets Go! Seoul Summit 2010 song ;D



mustve been hard to compose a song consisting of a grand total of 20 idols.
yet they sound so harmonious~!
aaaaand the fact that my biases are included is just the cherry on top :D
Lets go Lets go Lets go~ <3

Oct 10, 2010

gooo. shooh!

i think my GIMP is all crappy cause of a bug.
hope it'll get fixed soon cause i CAN NOT live without graphics. D:

Oct 8, 2010

tiiiiiingle tingle.

so.
during my time on the net i've stumbled upon a few kpop macros,funny as heck.
funnier if you're a fan tho'
what's a kpop macro you ask?,
simply put its a random picture of a kpop celebrity/idol, in awkward/funny/poses that make misunderstandings erupt

its good fo' yo health y'all.
better than OJ. lyke srsly.

Oct 4, 2010

im "trap"ped.



Song Title : Trap
Artist : No Min Woo (ex member of Trax and actor aka the gorgeous guy in the vid above)

current obsession that certainly wont go away anytime soon,
smooth voice with a beautiful face,cant get enough. hoho~

Oct 2, 2010

Makbanshi Mir


Makbanshi Mir
Originally uploaded by fightingmegeoul
bwahahah!

Oct 1, 2010

typography,

this hols im gonna try and brush up my drawing and editing skills,
which i so much enjoy doing, and the latest thing that caught my attention was typography,
care for some definition anyone? lol


ty·pog·ra·phy

[tahy-pog-ruh-fee]
–noun
1.
the art or process of printing with type.
2.
the work of setting and arranging types and of printing from them.
3.
the general character or appearance of printed matter.
 
 
so there, basically its art using type, which conveys a really  powerful presence,
even more than images when done right.
 
here are some of them that i've found on DeviantArt 
 
 
 
 
and here's one i made, though its not exactly typography,
its just me abusing the filters and patterns on GIMP. haha
 
 

k,off to Johor now~

Sep 18, 2010

abes sudah cutiku.

so kne balik PJ.
bOOOO PJ. D:

Sep 17, 2010

bukak lah semuaa~

tomorrow im gonna be having an eid open house, right here in sweet sweet penang,
its really beeen quite a while since i've celebrated eid at my own home,
usually im back in my hometown during the whole celebration,
now that i finally got a chance to host my own open house it feels pretty good,
uuuunfortunately, theres something thats standing in the way of my joy,
that is, uia and its weird set of holidays.
it almost aaaaalways clashes with the other universities,
so im left with less than a handful of friends that could make it tomorrow *tear* D:
and eventhough id love to invite my campus friends over, the fact that they're all over Malaysia pretty much renders the dream imposibble,
xpe,nnt kta wat 'open room' la nmpknya
haha
im still gonna try to have a blast tomorrow.wheeee~


p:s - watched 2NE1 comback just now, and they even won on MB,o-yeah! *proudtobeaBlackJack*. 

for those who cant comprehend what i just said, just ignore that,thats me my usual kpopholic self ;D

Sep 15, 2010

this eid.

havent been able to blog for a while during this raya. because i was away for a while aka baaaalik kampungg.

the first day of eid marks my 19th birthday,which i guess is pretty cool.
i still dont find anything particularly special about that,other then my FB beeing flooded with birthday-cum-raya wishes,which was a pleasant thing to get on such a jolly day.
but again, im just a lil bit bummed from the fact that the people who i wanted the wishes from the most just seems to forget,oh well,not everything goes our way huh~

now im spending all that remains of my holiday,and then back to the campus to *try* and study my butt off for the finals, and then more touching up for the coming portfolio day which i dread so much on the 27th~
i hope this semester had  good ending,aminn.

Sep 4, 2010

countdown to RAYA.

the more i think about it, the more it seems so unreal.
this is it, HOLIDAYS are here!
more importantly,
dah nak RAYA woii! ;D
the moments seem to pass so slowly till im finally back home again, missing my family so badly.
although im a lil bit upset by the fact that my big fat kitty went missing last week,
and i only came to know about it today D:
waaa kucing bulatkuuuu~ D':

tis' all, gudbai.

Aug 27, 2010

just a little bit more to go.

honestly, does anyone even read these things i keep rambling about? lol.
anyway, finals are coming fast and of course that also means, holidays are almost here!

OH EM GEE!


felt like its been ages since ive been home. aigoo, bogo shippeoso ~

and now we're down to our final projects, which so far im having extremely mixed feelings about,
but anyway im just gonna try and do my best, InsyaAllah.
having seeeriously messed up one of my previous projects, and of course, those preceding werent great either, unfortunately, i seriously have to get my grades up.
or else.
the fact that im the one that chose this path and that my parents are willing enough to give their consent makes
it all the more important in doing so.
so lend me your strength so that i may go through this semester smoothly to the end.
AMIN.

Aug 15, 2010

you got GIMPed!

the hardisk is still out of service for a while. cant really tell when i'll get it running properly again.
i need my kpop. its my drug. jebal dorawaaa.~
although, being kpopless for a while is kiiiiinda refreshing, in a way,
that is, gave me plenty of time to focus on my other passion, editingg.
the main subject though doesnt come far from my obsession with the korean music scene.
i blame it on their total awesomeness. bwahahahh!
without further ado!~
 feast you eyes. (and leave comments <3)

many more to come ;)




stay tuned!!

Aug 14, 2010

waaa. manyak habok ooo ini blog.

cant believe its already been more than a months since i updated this thing.
i blame this on, uhhh, kpop? HAHAH
no really, cant even recall what got me so preoccupied lately. is it those annoying gc projects? or..
anyway, had it not been the fact that my laptop is giving me so much crap today i think this entry wouldnt even came to be, damn is seriously need to get this thing formatted (blikla cpat Angah oi).
So now im pretty much cut out from my entertainment today, which mostly had to do with the fact that my hardisk is currently unaccesible, as i spent the last 3 hours googling for a solution and yet so far nothing has worked,
in fact, more problems keep popping up,now i cant even install any antivirus . how the heck am i supposed to be protected? D:
never felt this frustrated in a long long time.
at time like this the pain of being away from home really kicks you in the gut. oyy oyy.
i think i wont be back home until the Raya hols start. so am gonna be stuck fasting in PJ till then.
oh well, at least there are friends here, though it tends to be quite lonely near the weekends with everyone flocking back to their homes.
and i can only sit and watch as the come and go. (aceyh ayt bajet sdih xbole blah punyeeee).

so now im stuck in my room. nak mkan xbole sbb pose,
hardisk pon dah kong,  
WHAT TO DOOOO??
wargh!

tnggu bbuke je la jwbnye.
kayhh,
 annyeongkahseyooo . Salam Ramadhan al Mubarak. (eh, nape ak ttibe tingat tasmi' ah? LOL)

Jul 7, 2010

bajet 2010.

the allowance is finally HERE!
ohmaigahhhh~
fi-freakin-nally!
althoughhh
im gonna have to plan out my cash flow extra extra carefully.
dont want history repeating itself.
scraping the atm card until the last cent dont sound that pretty now does it?
and i dont want to keep bothering the folks each time im short on $$$
1000 for 3 months.
i wonder if thats even doable.
well here's to trying!~ (opens calculator )

Jul 6, 2010

Hello (again) Madam :)

For some unknown reason, tonight marks the 3rd time my dorm room has been visited by our dear fellow. And just on time, just when our room looked like a tornado hit it AFTER a stampede of rabid jumping happy elephants.

Yes,try and picture that ladies and gents. Why oh why must I be in such an active neigbourhood D:

p/s ; blogging from M.Word rocks J

Jul 3, 2010

What happens tonight?

1st ramble

Ive lost count of how many times I wished so hard that my life is a flawless movie.

And then I smacked my head knowing that im way over my head, and for not appreciating how beautiful my life already is.

But then people tend to drown themselves in silly rainbow bright fairytales, escaping to their little happy place, trying to run away from reality when it becomes too hard to digest.

2nd ramble

People say, if you cant beat em, join em instead, sounds easy enough. But what if, you cant do that no matter how much you try. What happens then? In a situation where the only reason you want to join is because your heart is so lonely and cold. Desperately wishing the warmth of a good company. Almost to a point of choking because the hollow in your chest keeps growing, engulfing you in silent pain. What then??

3rd ramble

Im in a terrible state, as you can probably already tell. I could feel the waterworks coming again. Which reminds me, how the hell does someone start weeping all of a sudden for no reason? Is there anyone else who has experienced this? Do tell, please. I cant even figure that out myself.

I need someone,anyone. I miss home so so bad.

I say this and yet I don't even call to ask "whats up lately?" its cause thatll last for a whole 10 seconds before it gets awkward and then after 5 mins I'll just hang up, that's my family for you. Cant help it, but when we're all together, its magic.

My friends are my family too. And Im doing such a lousy job as one. Barely contact any of them now, thank God for FB. Or else I'd be worse than I am now.

Well there you go, a lil weepy whiny emo entry for tonight, sorry to bother folks. J

Jul 2, 2010

new look~

finally got around updating this layout.
made the header on an extremely free friday night. which sucks if not for the fact i had my lappie here as company.
cant really figure out how one gets through campus life without one.
and this coming from someone who didnt have one for 2 long semesters. lol.
xbersyukur pny org. ahahahah.
anyway.
tell me what you guys think about the new look.
didnt really do much
cause im too lazy to meddle with the coding and what not, i just made a header and adjusted the colours from the premade template i picked.
 awesome inc. i think was the name.
just a simple clean layout, nothing much,
and im gonna keep updating insyaAllah time to time with new art :D
say yay-lah. haha.


kicking of this weekend. (these are all mini versions of the wallpapers i made btw.)


MY 1ST EVER DIY WALLPAPER. (its quite ugleeeeeh but hey, i tried.) LOL

i think this one was second. (starring the 1st boyband produced by RAIN. MBLAQ~) olleh!
and of course. VIPs rejoice. its B to the I to the G. BANG! ( a tad simple for my liking, but  i got lazy. will post a better remake, promise :) )
and in the world of KPOP we always play favourites. these are mine from 2PM. KimJunsu & HwangChansung. mr soulful melody and old maknae :D:D:D


will keep you guys updated, later!

Jun 13, 2010

happy. :)

it feels so good to ramble on and on about your obsession with something and have someone that listens to you so well because she feels the same way.
rather than being ridiculed and stared questioningly just because you love something different than others.
i love my friends :D

May 28, 2010

its time ; unfortunately.

this is my last night at home , i dont know when i'll be coming back.
realizing this makes my heart ache and twist and at the same time I yearn to go back to my studies.
Man im so screwed up. haha
so used to my life here, cant imagine what it'll be like to be away again,
after such a long time * Que Iwillsurvive! * lol.

my mind just went completely blank.
dont know what to say anymore.
except.
i'll miss all of this D:

May 25, 2010

the reason y,

if youve been reading my previous posts, my love for kpop just sticks out like a sore thumb dont it?
haha
and while getting lost staring in space today.
it hit me;
ive been contemplating my unhealthy addiction the the particular nation's music scene.
and i know why!
the catchy beats, addictive choreography, the amazing stage presence, and of course lets not all forget,
the drama in the kpop scene is one of the biggest aspects that draws fans from all over the globe.
so basically,

  • KPOP = addictive MUSICAL.

it fits dontcha think so? lol

this is just my own personal take on the topic,
heck,
kan best kalo ak dpt soklan sal KPOP mse muet?  AHAHAHA
Band 6 ah weiii!


so,
basically, the post has to end with eye candy~

Hwang Chansung (2pm) MINE!. hottest kpop maknae, everr.

May 18, 2010

a precious fortnight.

only 2 weeks to go until the start of my new semester at iium.
where the heck that these 3 months went to?
time sure flies.
and now im torn,
im missing iium and its contents desperately so,
but im gonna miss the easy life back home, with ma familia ♥ ♥
ohwell.
heres to another 4 months of craaaaaaziness. :D

May 7, 2010

stuck in this rut.

imagination, an extremely important part of life, cant really imagine a world without it.
literally.
without it, there's no moving forward, bettering ourselves, improving creations, no evolution.
and i love it, for that, and many other reasons.
you see, drawing used to be my passion, eversince i was in primary,
truth be told i only started out because i wanted to draw my favourite hero(-in) at the time,
Sai-lor-mOOn~
and i never looked back since then, basically, anime became my main source of inspiration,
i based my character designs on the animes i loved, ( Gensomaden Saiyuki, Inuyasha, etc. )
and, i guess, as a child, i felt very proud of what i was able to do.
oh the simplicity of childhood :D ~
and i kept at it, growing up, constantly trying to improve, and i did.
but as the years passed, while my skill shown a slight improvement, i felt that i was lacking in so many places,
mainly i was feeling completely drained of any form of creativeness,
it remained for some time, the empty feel i get whenever i finished a piece, rather than the joy i had when drawing a simple sketch when i was 13yrs old.
and then it hit me,
heck,
i wasnt losing my creativeness,
far from it,
I JUST GREW UP.
and found more challenges along the way, my skills are tested,
the problem was not that creativity dissipated,
i just hit a plateau, skills wise i've become better, but my ideas havent adapted to my progress,
i grew up, my way of thinking should too,
and that's what i'll do,
i'll LEARN
i'll STUDY
and you betcha im gonna FLY~ :D

May 6, 2010

ai senangnya dlm hati~

its finally over,
all things just dont seem to matter
i did it,
finally faced my fears ; again.
failure tasted so bitter
and now im finally free from those kind of ghouls

:)

Apr 22, 2010

im obsessed, cant u tell? lol.

Favourite boy group?
BigBang



Favourite girl group?
2ne1!



Favourite idol group overall?
this is hard, idk, a tie between bigbang n 2pm/2am?? im confuseddd. cause im so fickle 



Other groups you love?
bigbang,2pm,2am,super junior,shinee,ukiss,2ne1,snsd *more or less*


Rank your favourites from each of your stated groups above?
bigbang - gdragon , 2pm - jayyyy. ,2am - jokwon,super junior- kyuhyun, shinee - jonghyun, ukiss- dongho, 2ne1 - CL ,snsd - sunny?



Favourite pairings from each of your stated groups?
i dont really do pairings



Favourite idol group pairings?
2pm-2am. lol. cause theyre so much fun together
Favourite solo female singer?
none



Favourite solo male singer?
for now, taeyang



Favourite idol overall?
jaebeom 



Favourite songs right now?
2pm - Maja n Without U. 



Favourite fanclub?
VIPs (bigbang's) 



Favourite entertainment company?
YG !



Loved a group you’re not into anymore?
i just miss 2pm when they were 7, im sure the rest of the Hottests feel the same )': 



First kpop song ever?
Last Farewall by BigBang.



First kpop music video ever?
Last Farewall. haha



First kpop love (group/solo)?
BigBang~ GD!



First variety show (and with who)?
damnnn that was so long ago.cant remember the title but i know bigbang was the guest.



Group you could never get into no matter how much you tried.
i think, ft island? havent tried enough tho



Any dance you can do (from a MV etc) or want to learn?
Gee. AHHAAHAHA 



Any songs you memorized the lyrics to?
SuJu KRY - What If n A Fool's Only Tears - bigbang. i can only memorize ballads .lol 



Hottest male in the industry to you?
#1 definitely jaebeom. and then comes chansung(2pm), taeyang (bbang) n jonghyun (shinee) haha 



Prettiest female in the industry to you?
GooHara from KARA, tho she's more cute than pretty, and Sunny(snsd) too.



A person you want to be like/admire the most?
JaeBeom for staying strong after so many attacks made on his personal life , even forced to leave korea. our LeadJa is really one of a kind.



A song you must/always/usually listen to EVERY day?
it changes weekly. haha



Your favorite music video?
10 out of 10 points (2pm) and Koe Wo Kikasete (bigbang)


Any of your friends into kpop and who?
ahaha, Iqah, Syeda, Kecik, Aliya. rindu korang nk matii.


Have any KPop merchandise?
BigBang poster~ 



Which group can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?
idk, again, my middle name is fickle.









*this was funnnn xDD.


and to top this of, picture spam of my fav boysss




BIGBANG!
SUPERJUNIOR
2pm -i miss it when they were 7
2am (such lovely ballads~)
nega geuroke roke manmanhanii~ (very addictive)