struggling so so bad.

today marks exactly one week since the new (and final) semester started,
and unfortunately classes havent been all that appealing nor fun.
but of course, i havent heard classes that are meant to be fun,
this time round i only have two subjects in total,
8hrs of Graphic Communication 2 and 6 of Enviromental Design.
and BOTH are seriously messing with my head. argh!


GC's first task seem simple enough, drafting lines using pen. which is exactly where the nightmare began. i've been messing up so much ; went slightly over the line here, stroked where it was meant to be spotless,etc etc
and re-doing them again and again. and now im too scared to ruin my precious drawing i've stopped altogether. but im still going to have to finish them as they're due soon.

and ED,well what can I say about this one, the first lessons are on the elements and principles of design, a veeeeeeery brief lecture and then we're left to explore the campus by ourselves and TRY to identify the elements present in the buildings and structures.
and right now, other than balance and symmetry, pretty much nothing else makes sense to me,
only now do i realise that i cant really survive without a book to stick by.
and in 2 weeks we are supposed to come up with a design on an A2 that practices all that we've been "taught" * pfft and explain it thoroughly to our studio master.

every line must have a reason _Std Master

and oh yeah, also included is a writing assignment, 300 words explaining our completed design. FUN. last time i wrote that long was for SPM.

im doomed fo' sho'.

i hope the silver lining to this makes its appearance soon or im gonna lose it..