Jan 30, 2009

60% bored.

Dont mind me,this is just another lame entry which has 0% of anything worth reading really..
Just..uhm,I dont really know..what am I doing typing this entry..
Life as we know is,well,ok,I guess.
I'm finally getting into drawing again,going to practice a little.
Hell,I cant even promise myself that I am going to do that..
Lacking self motivation as per usual..
That's me..
Aku budak yang teramatlah membosankan dan poyo.
Also,low self esteem+a ton of uselesss slef pity = Liana senget~
I miss school so bad..
Aside from the homework and less than pleasant principle..
School is practically what I looked forward too.Each day.
This is the oh-so-shocking truth~
School,to me,is like the center of my memories with my friends..
1st loves,all my best friends,quirky teachers~
and SO much more..
It might have some unpleasant moments..
Like rushing to complete you history notes that was purposely left to the last minute..
And missing recess..
But still,school is still a very important part of my life..
The memories,good or bad..
I'll treasure them forever..
The memories will remain a part of me..

Jan 22, 2009

Poker Face

Jan 16, 2009


I'm getting just so darn bored being cooped up in the house every single day..
it's like, So much free time with nothing to fill the void with..
I don't even feel like drawing anymore..
And my drawing is still at a very critical and amateur level..
I feel like I have lost the will to put the pencil to the paper..
And my own attitude to life is the very thing that makes me so darn frustrated!!.
That's the only thing that I'm doing in this post right here..
Just trying to make myself feel better, and obviously I am failing at this particular task quite gracefully (me? graceful? haha.)
Anyway,since I'm having one of the worst case of artist block (though I don't really see myself as being fit to use the title "artist")..
Ive turned to fan art instead.
It's easy,fun,and it also brings back some childhood memories of my fave cartoons of all time..
Namely,Mulan & Hercules..
also Saiyuki, Ranma 1/2
And my current faves, Bleach,Avatar,Ouran Host Club..
I'm such a nerrrd.
Well,all this ranting seems like it paid off quite a little.so uhm,yay?


Jan 10, 2009


yesterday was one of the best days in my life..
i know,it sounds cheesy,but hey~
it was how i truly felt..
being me, I hardly ever get to go out with my friends, unlike most people..
the feeling of freedom right there within reach is just so good to me..
seeing friends that i missed, even if we've only parted for no more than a month, still brings such joy..

I just came back from an old friends birthday party..
and being there, with only an old schoolmate as my actual company..
And when she left, I felt just so stupid..
I wanted to be polite and stay longer..
But being surrounded by people that just has absolutely no form of relation to me.. It just plain sucks.
Sitting there alone..

Because none of them are my actual friends.. being almost worlds apart from what I am..
It made me realize how lucky I am to have my current friends..
And I now appreciate our friendship even more..

I know,this entry sounds so lame, and corny..
sue me.it's just how I feel.


Jan 2, 2009

taggg~ im it.

cant remember the last time i was tagged.this one is courtesy of Acappp.
at least its something i can do to kill time~

1. Do you think you're hot?
* ngeeee~ not at alll.

2. Upload your favourite picture of you!
* eyyyhhh..
here you go.

3. Why do you like that picture?
* cause its spontaneous..captured by one of my best friends.

4. When is the last time you ate pizza?
* last week..YUM.

5. The last song you listened to?
* goodnight and goodbye-jonas bros. a fun track to tap your feet to.HAHA

6. What are you doing right now beside this?
* hurrmm,nothing.

7. People you tag :
Who can I tag?? None of my friends are on blogger.oh well,

8. Who is number 1?
* budak mereng.heheh.One of my best friends who's absolutely carefree and confident.

9. Say something about number 5?
* Ajiqq..my older bro by 6 years.a fellow anime addict.kehkeh.

10. How about number 4?
* Along.My sister who has very unstable moodswings.and they are scary.and annoying,of course.

11. Who is number 2?
* My best friend since form 3.very cute.adorable.silent.creative.

Jan 1, 2009

Happy New Year 2009!!~

May this year be a happy one for all of you out there..