Dec 29, 2009

tis d season to be b*tchy,lalalala.

ohoooooo-hoi!.

tis is me,being,again,completely unstable and random.
its just that, for some reason , i've been thinking a damn lot these few days.
i mean, how couldnt i? everyday , theres seems to be some kind of comment or critique that people around me keep piling on.
hell yeah, i aint perfect.
in fact, im FAR FAR FAR from that kind of adjective.
i dont smile much, no i dont. so? people keep telling me,
"snyumla sket,kan elok?"
eyh tolong la!
muke ak cmnie.
korang igt snang kot snyum x ikhlas,
i have way better things to do than to be something im not.
it does seem like a simple act to do.
but hey,
when ur faking ; sometimes its hurts just doing so.
it feels like you're constantly watched,
yeah,
im not liking me much either.
seriously,
i know im in dire need of a personality make up,
im bitchy, whiny and pretty damn arrogant.
do you think i like the way i am?
how bout u then, r u loving what you are now?
yeah,
we need to constantly improve ourselves ; note taken,
but im.just.so.sick! of people telling me how to live my life.
just leave me be,
i am aware,
im just taking my sweet time with this.
sorry la kalo mane2 yg trase.
maaf zahir batin kali kedua la.
heck,i even suck at apologizing.
so jgn mrajok ngan ak, nnt makan pang. haha,jk,jk.
i love my family,
and all my friends.
but im not really comfortable in showing that.
not obviously anyway.


o yeah,
harini de sorang makhluk post lagu baru.
eyhhh ko ni,
kitorang da ckup sdey by the fact that we only have less than a month left with her,
ayt2 jiwang bunga2 mu langsung tidak memudahkan proses oke?
still. *lagu ko sdap weyh.haha*
im so gonna miss u sygku. u know who you are.

oh yeah,
almost forgot.
kucingku diculik orang.
nasib ar bela kucing comel sgt.
kan dh tnggal sekor2 mr.gendut tu tnpa temannya.
hohoh.
kalo pnculik tu baca ni en,
BAGI BALIK JIJI AKU!.

>bbai.

2 comments:

::Fatihah:: said...
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::Fatihah:: said...

huhuuu, sedihnyee bace part tu. i'm gonna miss you too sygku T_T